30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 16: PRONOUNCED
Day
16: Pronounced
P.
201 from Fragile Things by Neil Gaiman, in the story How Do You Think
It Feels?
There
is this memory I keep coming back to
of
a hot day in junior high
running
around
sweating
laughing
breathing
deep into the corners of my lungs
and
afterwards
being
asked by a classmate if I was ok
if
I needed to sit down
I
just looked at them in confusion
and
realized I needed to reasure them I was fine
my
flushed sweat soaked face and frizzy hair
was
normal
How
can you make yourself small when you are born large?
From
my curls to my lungs to my heart
Standing
out
apart
from the crowd
different
has
not felt like a challenge
it
just is
I
knew my place
at
the back of the class picture
since
3rd grade
And
permanent Dandelion hair
laid
out my fate
Taking
up space was a horror to an overweight highschooler
my
shell was a navy blue sweatshirt
hood
scrutched up around my neck
to
hide fat
shame
I
loathed tight shirt styles
and
crop tops
pants
always awkwardly short
But
I
learned how to not give a fuck
to
be ok will all of me
ALL
OF ME
to
love early hair and inch of me
And
apologize for none of it
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